The Five Elements Restaurant

When i was a child my dream was to become a chef. All my life I've thought about making the type of food that I've craved but felt like I couldn't find it anywhere. After visiting the five elements, I realized that I would never be able to complete my goal. The food was so good a tear started rolling down my cheeks. I instantly gave my dream of becoming a chef. I am lost now. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. I'm thinking of giving up. But the thought that even heaven won't have food like this is what's keeping me going.